Drum Roll please:
I have a big announcement to make!
NO,
I’m not pregnant. I’m sure many of you were hoping for the opposite, but sorry
folks- cute Brown babies are on a wait list. So, please regroup your thoughts,
and when you’re ready, continue on reading.
And the Announcement is:
I am launching my
own website as a Christian speaker for women of all ages.
Wait. What?
Please allow me to explain…
Years ago, while in
college, one of my mentors asked me what my dream job was. That day was the
first time I told someone my dream, the dream of being a Christian speaker for women
of all ages. It seemed so impossible,
and yet, God had given me a passion for teaching, and so I told my mentor that
afternoon: “I want to use that gift to
help spread God’s truth to women all over. I want to be a speaker.”
When I became a Girls
Minister, I was able to live out part of that dream every day. But the other
part of my dream job still existed, and I hoped and prayed it would come to
fulfillment one day.
Recently, God has been
stirring my heart to begin pursuing the other half of that dream. This has been
something that has been prayed over by Aaron and I, along with several close
friends and mentors (To clarify, in case anyone was confused, no I’m not
leaving Sagemont, this is in addition to my ministry with the Sagemont Girls.)
Initially when God started impressing
on my heart that now was the time to pursue the other half of my dream, I pushed it away thinking, I can’t
pursue that dream yet. That’s not really achievable.
And then through
conversations with my husband, and time spent in the Word of God, I began to be
convicted. I teach my girls that nothing is impossible with God and that their
youth is something that God can and will use if they will let him. Yet, when I was
faced with pursuing an “impossible” dream before I even turn 30, that seemed
like a whole different scenario. It’s
not that God couldn’t open the door, I was just convinced, He wasn’t going to.
Well that was dumb. Don’t
convince yourself what God will and won’t do. You end up looking like the fool.
God’s plans are not our plans, neither are His
ways our ways. So many times, I referenced that verse when I was faced with a
disappointment, but this year, God challenged me to believe that verse when
faced with a potential excitement!! God might be dreaming something bigger than
I had allowed myself to at this moment in my life.
So, as my husband so
eloquently put it:
“I began to allow
myself to dream again.”
To believe that dreams
don’t end after college. Nor with your first job in your chosen career path.
Nor with your age- whatever it might be.
So, as scary as it could be. As
exciting as I hope it to be, I am allowing myself to dream again. To follow the
path that God is opening doors for, and to see what He would like to do with me
as I walk through them.
My website is www.everydayboldness.com and my Facebook page is https://www.facebook.com/EverydayBoldness.
This is honestly hard for
me to ask of you, but please visit my website, and then, share this blog, or my
websites with friends and family, with pastors or youth pastors, or anyone who
might be interested in a Women’s or Girls’ Speaker. I don’t know which door God
might open, but it might be through one of your friends or churches.
Thank you all for being so
faithful and supportive. This blog and the support you have given me has been
part of the encouragement I needed to take the next step.
But allow me to encourage
you-
Allow YOURSELF to dream
again. What have you pushed aside as impossible? As too early or too late?
But, is it really?
Holly, I saw that in you the very first time you came to speak to our girls at Sagemont. And I thought how blessed we were to get someone of your ability to lead our girls. Follow your dream, for it looks like it is a dream God gave you and for which He has abundantly equipped you. Psalm 37:4
ReplyDeleteI am SO EXCITED to see you follow your dream and trusting God to fulfill the "impossible" for you. By the way I love your husbands quote. I do feel we as adults forget what to dream is.
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